December 2010
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Day Three Hundred and Twenty Three
Friday, 31 December 2010, 2.18am
So the new year is coming up fast. This year barely feels as if it stopped to say hello. I’ve heard people saying it was great. I’ve heard others say it wasn’t.
I’m trying my best not to be pessimistic or too optimistic about it. Trying to think of something diplomatic to say about the new year for day ‘One hundred and Twenty...
Day Three Hundred and Twenty Two
Thursday, 30 December 2010, 1.59pm
So I worry. Worry I’m wasting time. Worry I’m doing things wrong. Worry I’ll regret things. Worry I might get nowhere. Worry I’m not making the most. Worried I’ll never change. And worrying about those things is making them true.
Catch 22.
Maybe it takes a little alcohol to step back. I understand why someone can slip into an...
bittersweetintuitions:
Yes, please go to college; get that education. But please realize that it’s not the only thing needed to live in this world.
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60 things to be grateful for...
1. Your parents - For giving birth to you. Because if there is no them, there will not be you.
2. Your family – For being your closest kin in the world 3. Your friends – For being your companions in life 4. Sense of sight – For letting you see the colors of life 5. Sense of hearing - For letting you hear trickle of rain, the voices of your loved ones, and the harmonious chords of music 6. Sense...
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Why We’re Really Unhappy
We’re dwelling on the past or obsessing about the future.
We’re comparing ourselves to everyone else—their accomplishments, the respect and the attention they garner, and their apparently perfect lives.
We’re feeling dissatisfied with how we’re spending our time and the impact we’re making on the world.
We’ve lost hope in our potential.
We’re...
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shattermyheart:
I am sorry, that no matter what i do, or how hard i try it will never be good enough. Im sorry that im such a disspointment to you all, but the truth is, im tired…
Im sorry, but im just not perfect.
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Day Three Hundred and Twenty One
Wednesday, 29 December 2010, 4.56pm
I really wish it was ok for doctors to give prescriptions out for under 18’s. Surely seven months won’t matter.
“So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying…But you can count on me to spilt. We might die from medication but it sure killed off the pain.”
You make me feel so guilty. Do you have to judge me all...
quiveringheart:
He Is We | Pour Me Out
Day Three Hundred and Twenty
Tuesday, 28 December 2010, 1.48pm
They come and go. Our lives our different on the outside. But really our problems our all the same. In some way.
Just admit, some times you just can’t wait can you? Until I go. Things will be different. But to you good different. Because after all it’s always me. I’m always involved in the rows, the unhappiness. It’s always me. My fault....
Day Three Hundred and Nineteen
Tuesday, 28 December 2010, 12.37pm
Smile. Just smile.
Day Three Hundred and Eighteen
Sunday, 26 December 2010, 10.00pm
Christmas has always been that time you spend with your family. Don’t you think it’s kind of ironic that its usually at that time when you question how you stand them for the rest of the year? It’s usually at that time that they can make you feel at your lowest. Sometimes I wonder if being alone at Christmas is still worse. Then there is New...
Day Three Hundred and Seventeen
Saturday, 25 December 2010, 8.49pm
It’s times like these that show me how much you really do care. It’s times like these that show me how inadequate I really am.
But, I still wish you all a Happy Christmas!
Day Three hundred and Sixteen
Friday, 24 December 2010, 11.09pm
You look so beautiful when you smile. Can you do it more often?
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Day Three Hundred and Fifteen
Thursday, 23 December 2010, 12.20am
I have no motivation. No determinism. It’s like I can’t be bothered to do anything.
Don’t you wish there was a quick fix for things? Just take a pill or drink a potion and things were all better again. Don’t you wish you could just make a wish and things would get better? Don’t you wish it was easier to let go? Fire seems like...
kissingrazors
Day Three Hundred and Fourteen
Wednesday, 22 December 2010, 8.26pm
A penny for my thoughts. I’ll sell them for a dollar They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner. And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singing. Funny when you’re dead how people start listening.
If I die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song
If I die...
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lightsandbuzz
“I remember you”, he said slowly. “No, you don’t”, she...”
Day Three Hundred and Thirteen
Tuesday, 21 December 2010, 9.14pm
Life is so fragile. At any moment you could loose it. Gas explosion. Car accident. Does that scare you? Knowing that each moment you could die? It doesn’t scare me anymore. I wasted my life and got nothing from it so why would it scare me?
I don’t have much money to my name, I don’t have many qualifications, I don’t own anything. So if...
Day Three Hundred and Tweleve
Monday, 20 December 2010, 11.43pm
Sometimes there are just no words. Sometimes there are too many.
Day Three Hundred and Eleven
Sunday, 19 December 2010, 10.03pm
It’s not just a lyric. It’s a tale. It’s an emotion.
It’s not just a decoration. It’s a story. It’s a memory.
It’s not just a breath. It’s a life. It’s a journey.
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lightsandbuzz
Day Three Hundred and Ten
Saturday, 18 December 2010, 9.55pm
I really have to pick myself up in time though. I have to kick myself into gear somehow. But when you feel like this you don’t really want to do anything. When you desperately try a million different things to get better, you know something has to be wrong enough.
Day Three Hundred and Nine
Friday, 17 December 2010, 11.15pm
I try so hard to change. But change isn’t always good.